Meetings with my mentor aren’t always that bad. Awkward at times, too emotional at others. I think I’m starting to learn to deal with my odd tendencies by myself. I notice when I do something that isn’t helping me, I notice when I don’t know how to ask for help. Asking for help is definitely not a weak thing to do; in fact, it is the stronger thing to do. Help is only a question away, but it’s so hard. I know that asking for help isn’t weak, but I still shy away. I don’t want people to think that I can’t do things on my own, that I’m too small, that I’m not strong enough. But that’s not what people think, is it?